Hi Jack & Charlie!
My friend sent me this picture of the two of you dressed for Halloween. You both look awesome! It looks like you have a dog that I've not seen before. He makes a good Wookie!
I have to admit to falling into a bit of melancholy again. I'm starting to realize that what your mom has done by not letting me seeing you has impacted your Uncle Scott & Auntie Brandi as well. I was worried that this might happen. If I am able to have a relationship with Olive, Opal, Clara & Luna, they would be bound to talk about Papa & Nana around you boys and that would probably cause you sadness and result in more questions. So in a way I guess I understand.
It's just so completely unfair since I have done nothing to deserve being cut off from all of my grandchildren. Sometimes I get so depressed that I find it hard to hold on to a reason to live let alone be happy. I miss you so much. My life revolved around you boys and my granddaughters and it's just so hard for me to handle. If your mom could wake up and realize the pain she's causing for no real reason, I would be so happy. As angry as I am with her, I would forgive her in a single heartbeat.
Well, I'm sorry to go on like this again. Ugh! I love you both and miss you like crazy. I still dream about you all the time. I love you Jack & Charlie!
Papa
