Hi Jack and Charlie!
Well another Christmas is here without my two favorite boys. My friend sent me a picture and I can't believe how tall you've gotten Jack. And Charlie, what a cool hair do you're rocking!
We are down in San Diego with Auntie Brandi, Olive and Opal. It's so wonderful to be able to see them and spend some time with them. I have to admit the hole in my heart left by you two boys can never be fully healed, though. I love Opal & Olive so much but I'm still filled with sadness and I miss you boys so very, very much.
I think about you both every single day and when I dream at night, I dream of you. I'll never be able to fully describe how much I miss you and ache to see you. I hope you never have to face that kind of sadness.
I can't help but wonder if either of you still remember me at all. It's been over six years since I've seen you and I just miss you terribly.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year and I love you with every fiber of my being.
Papa
