Monday, April 5, 2021

So many things remind me of you!

Hi Jack & Charlie!

I got a storage bin out from the loft in the 5th wheel this morning.  There I came across the diaper bag and a swimming bin that I had for you boys.  As I was going through them I sure was reminded of you and our times together!

Inside the diaper bag was yogurt raisins, Skittles, M&M's, Ritz Crackers and Cheezits!  There were spoons, a pacifier and a bib.  You each had super hero insulated water bottles.  The odd assortment of cremes and sun screen.  It reminded me of just how involved I was in your lives back then.  You were under my care countless times and I made sure I always had the do-dads needed to take care of you.

There was a swimming bag with beach towels, assorted float toys, balls, hats, swimming suits, swim shirts and of course lots of sunscreen!  And of course an assortment of toys, blankets, and other stuff so that I was always prepared to keep good care of you.

It struck me just how very close we were and how much your mom & dad trusted me to take care of you and keep you safe.  It was so depressing to realize just how much has changed...and for no good reasons!

I miss you both so very much and I'll never be able to find the right words or be able to say them enough to come close to how I feel.

I hope you both are happy and healthy but I also hope that you haven't forgotten your Papa.

I love you Jack and Charlie!

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