Rainy Day

Hi Boys,

It's a rainy & windy Sunday morning.  I've spent the past couple of weeks moving into and setting up my new trailer.  You would like it.  There's a whole separate living room with big TV and fireplace and there would be lots of room for us to play.

I've spent the morning going through all of my pictures to put on a digital photo frame.  There's not a lot of empty wall space to put up lots of pictures, so I'm putting up the digital frame and am loading it with hundreds and hundreds of pictures.

I have so many pictures with so many memories with you boys, your mom & dad, your aunts, uncles and cousins and friends throughout the years.  It brings back so many of our times together in my mind.  They make me laugh, smile, cry and feel a bit melancholy.  I've missed so much time with you and I will never, ever be able to get those years back.

As you know, my greatest hope in life right now is that some how, some way I'll get to see you again.  Maybe if I do we can look at some of these picture memories together.  I'm sure you'll have lots of pictures and memories to share with me of the time we've been away from each other.

I'll never, ever be able to say it enough.  I love you with every fiber of my being and I miss you both so very much.  There's a hole in my heart that will never be filled until I see you again.

Papa