Thinking of you always

Hi Jack & Charlie.  You might have noticed that sometimes I write more frequently than others.  The truth is that sometimes it hurts too much to even write.  Every single time I sit down to try to talk with you through this blog I cry.  I miss you both so very much.  I can't even begin to describe it.  Someday when you have grandsons and granddaughters of your own you will surely understand.  Just because I don't write you everyday doesn't mean that I don't think about you every single day of my life.  I miss you and my soul aches to be with you again.  I love you Jack & Charlie.