I can't believe it's already time for another Birthday, Jack! You are 9 years old today and the last time I saw you you were a bit over 6-1/2 years old. On a hunch I checked your mom's FaceBook page and found a recent picture of you. I am amazed how much you've grown up these past few years. I continue to miss you so very much. I have to be honest and tell you I've been even more depressed than usual this past week knowing that your birthday was coming up today. You've been in my dreams every single night lately.
I hope you are happy but I also hope that you haven't forgot your Papa. I always send you Birthday and Christmas cards but I imagine that your mom just throws them away when they come to your house in the mail. I want somehow to let you know how much you are loved, missed and cared for. Jack, you have been at the center of my life since you were born. There with you in the center of my whole world is your brother Charlie and your cousins Olive, Opal, Clara and Coraline. Jack, I will never ever ever ever forget you or stop loving you. I will also never ever give up all hope that I will see you again someday, somehow.
I love you, Jack and I will be thinking about you every single minute of the day today on your 9th Birthday!
Papa
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