Hi Jack and Charlie!
You both have been on my mind so much lately. I'm feeling my mortality and can't help but wonder if I'll ever get to see you again. I find myself increasingly despondent and depressed as days turn into months and months into years.
I miss you so much that my heart aches. After all these years the tears keep coming to me and I find myself unable to control them.
I suppose I sound like a broken record having said all this before. I just can't get over the grief I feel without you in my life and not being a part of yours anymore. Sometimes I really can't see how I can continue on without you both. I was so happy and full of joy when we were together. Now I just have a big hole in my heart that cannot be filled.
I just don't even know what else to say. I love you both more than words describe.
Papa
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