Well, Charlie Bear. This week marks another Birthday for you that Papa missed. You turned six years old on Tuesday! The last time I saw you you were just about 4-1/2 years old. Being away from you and Jack so long breaks my heart a little more every single day. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope that I'm clinging to that I might get to see you again some day.
The time I've missed has been so hard. I wish I were with you right now rolling around on the floor together and playing with you. I hope you still remember me. We always had so much fun together and the days of the week I got to see you were always the best days of my life. I miss you so much!
You used to correlate living in your house with family. It was so cute. You asked me once how come I wasn't part of your family. I told you that I was! You said "but you don't live here with us. I want you to live here with us!" Then you told me you wanted to come live with me at my house "in the mountains". You and Jack were always the sweetest, most loving kids I could ever imagine. I hope that you can keep that love in your hearts no matter what life might throw at you.
No matter what and no matter if you remember your Papa or not as the years pass, you will ALWAYS AND FOREVER live and be loved in my heart.
I hope you had a Happy Birthday and I love you, Charlie.
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